Tough to be human.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Taking life as it is.



Its so hard to find time to blog now.
Especially when I'm trying to lay my hands off the computer, ever since I got back my disastrous results from MYE.
Project Work is getting on my nerves. The want for perfection but the need to consider all the other things around me.
Draft after draft that everyone has written, hoping that our hardwork might be able to scrape us an A grade.
I guess this is what life is about. You give and you take.
Give up your time, take whatever grade that is given to you.
I think I need a trip to the beach again. Preferably one that is planned.
Or perhaps a dip in a pool. I would love a night-dip, but I know that its impossible to get one ever since I moved away from hazel park terr.
I'll just settle for the coolness of the water and the serenity that each ripple in the water brings.
Public pools are pretty much a horror to me, even the ones at condominiums.
The swimming classes held at the pool takes up so much of the space that you barely get room to swim, needless to say room to swim laps. Did I mention the noise level?
Maybe I'm just being too fussy. :X
I'll think about going swimming this saturday. Its a huge risk I'm taking.
Oh well, we all give and take. I'll give embarrassment and take a dip in the pool.
Back to doing my EoM, I'm too easily distracted.
A habit that I've got to change.

To the people around me, I apologize for being unable to be there for you peeps.
But I still love all of you! Be strong. Hang in there.
The bad times will be gone soon and the good times will soon be here.
Like what I've always told all of you, be optimistic.
Life would really be much easier if you smile more (:

To Maxane, I'm really sorry about the phone incident this noon.
I feel bad. I feel really bad :(
I'm sorry!